It's okay in a day, I'm staying busy Tied up enough, so I don’t have to wonder where is he Got so sick of crying So just lately When I catch myself I do a 180 I stay up clean the house At least I'm not drinking Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content That everyone gets Just disappears soon as the sun sets his face in my dreams, seasoned my thoughts,He floors me with dread Soaked in soul He swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him Moon spilling in And I wake up alone as far as my heart I'd rather be restless The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless this ache in my chest my day is done now The dark covers me and I cannot run now My blood running cold I stand before himIt's all I can do to show him When he comes to me I drip for him tonight Drowning in me we bathe under blue lightHis face in my dreams, seasoned my thoughtsHe floors me with dread Soaked in soul He swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him Moon spilling in And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone
