What It Is

here's a purpose, there's a goal,

there's a virtuos, and immoral,

there's a reason for all of this,

and i don't know what it is

i am one, and plural too,

i accept them but they exclude,

i could make sense of all of this,

but i don't know what it is

the seeds of inspiration never germinated in my mind,

the beacon of awakening is somewhere that i can't find, so

i don't know what it is

there's a beginning, and there's an end,

there's a climax, some would contend,

there's a way to signify this,

but i don't know what it is