YouÔÇÖre my best friend
No youÔÇÖre not
YouÔÇÖre my sister stay in your place
I canÔÇÖt pretend that youÔÇÖre not
Threatening to me, I need my space
IÔÇÖm not lying I value survival
Over you
IÔÇÖm on my own
No IÔÇÖm not
IÔÇÖve my sister to fight for me
I canÔÇÖt pretend that you wont
ÔÇÿCause you love myself more than me
IÔÇÖm not lying, so often you choose me
Over you
And IÔÇÖve tried to heal the wounds
Make it as if it never was
And I know IÔÇÖve done my best
But I can never heal the scars
I wanna say IÔÇÖm sorry but I know IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it again
I know what I did but I still donÔÇÖt know the reason
I wanna say IÔÇÖm sorry but I know IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it to you
I donÔÇÖt wanna hurt you anymore
I pull you close
Feel your love
Then I push you away from me
Protect myself
IÔÇÖm not safe when my boundaries are violated
And its kill or die
So I choose me
Over you
A.D.D. is my excuse
With my excuse I shot you down
I know IÔÇÖve got to change
But I can never work out how
How can I say IÔÇÖm sorry when I know IÔÇÖll do it again
Do it again
I know what I did but I still donÔÇÖt know the reason
I wanna say IÔÇÖm sorry but I know IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it to you
I donÔÇÖt wanna hurt you anymore
Lash out in anger
Hit the wrong target
My little sister
No matter what I say
I love you so much I cannot leave
But when family gets too close
I always find it hard to beathe
How can I say sorry when I know IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it again
I know what I did but I still donÔÇÖt know the reason
How can I say IÔÇÖm sorry when I know IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it again
IÔÇÖll do it to you
I donÔÇÖt wanna hurt you anymore
