Gorgeous Shade Of Red

Illustrating suicide in my head

Sacrificing virgins in my bed

Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red



Living off the lies that I've been fed

Finding inspiration in the words I've read

My Friends will be famous when they're dead



Desensitized by the life I've led

Physically drained, emotionally bled

My friends will be sober when they're dead



I cannot shake this shadow

I cannot live, though I can't let go

I cannot shake this shadow

I cannot love, though I can't let go