A Thought from the Kitchen Floor

I can't lie.There's a hole in my life that leaves me feeling like killing, the sound of my voice.The shrill screams aren't passing quite as fast as they used to.I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything.I can't die.Some force keeps holding me up.It doesn't take a very smart man.Obsession I need you to want me not to want me.You won't admit it but I'm only dragging you under.I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything.I wish I could grant you a way to roll back time to forget the day you ever laid those beautiful eyes on me.