Playing Victim

This struggle's

Enough to get carried away

Drown out in the oceans

I'm locked here inside my head

Try and float away

To ease the pain

But my anchors

Keep me at bay



I feel like there's nothing left

There's a gun to my head

It's driving me crazy

I'll hide away and

Pretend that I'm dead

And let you all win

I love playing victim



So tired and ashamed

Of what I became

Tuck my tail between my legs

And walk away

Give up on everything

I'll hang my head in shame

I gotta' break

I've gotta' break free



I feel like there's nothing left

There's a gun to my head

It's driving me crazy

I'll hide away and

Pretend that I'm dead

And let you all win

I love playing victim



I'll dig myself a grave

I'll hide away

Bury all the pain deep inside

I'm living a lie

After a lie

After a lie



I feel like there's nothing left

There's a gun to my head

It's driving me crazy

I'll hide away and

Pretend that I'm dead

And let you all win

I love playing victim