On a mission started by my own admission
I will leave you all behind
By direction IÔÇÿll create my own protection
The real me youÔÇÿll never find
Aspirations turn to fear and desperation
NothingÔÇÿs ever good enough for you
Burn in sorrow ÔÇÿcause I see thereÔÇÿs no tomorrow
YouÔÇÿll only see what I want you to
Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside there is a real me
IÔÇÿm always gonna hide and this is who youÔÇÿll see
Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside they havenÔÇÿt found me yet
IÔÇÿm always gonna hide and this is who youÔÇÿll get
On a mission to establish my attrition
You may think that you have won
Your rejection has brought on my introspection
IÔÇÿll escape IÔÇÿll only run
Accusations may destroy my motivation
I can feel it when youÔÇÿre pushing me
Burn in sorrow ÔÇÿcause I see thereÔÇÿs no tomorrow
Only I know which me youÔÇÿll see
Break away!
Run!
Down inside!
IÔÇÿve got to!
Push it way!
Down!
I did not choose this!
I donÔÇÿt really know
What I want to say
I canÔÇÿt afford the throw
CanÔÇÿt make it go away
Try to make it through
Fuck your decision
I canÔÇÿt feel myself
But IÔÇÿm burning up now!
Never gonna find me
