Love injection blank reflection
IÔÇÖve live my life in misery
False intentions pain addiction
10 years wasted out on me
still waiting Frustrating
for my infliction to receive
Still fading Still crumbling
Deterioration will never cease
Why? Why? Must I go on living
Why? Why? Must I endure the pain IÔÇÖm in
Free will to do what I want
I donÔÇÖt remember wanting this
Pain pills I take what I want
who careÔÇÖs I no longer believe
Still crying Denying
This mutha fuckaÔÇÖs controlling
Still trying Still searching
For meaning, fucking impossible to find
