I want a riff you can see
I want a riff you can tell
I want a riff you see through
The mask I wear so well for you
I'll never let you know what's going on inside me
My shame, locks me down
All the things I wanted to tell you
All the things I never will
Everytime you reach down to me
All I did was push you away
I cannot change the beast that screams inside me
I hate it, it's what I am
It makes me sick to be so mean
From what I've been and what I've seen
From top to bottom, I am obsene
You smile at me, I smile back
You ask me how I am
I tell you that I'm fine
I don't why I'm so torn up inside my mind
The darkness, it swallows me whole
It makes me sick to be so mean
From what I've been and what I've seen
From top to bottom, I am obsene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face
It's shame, shame!
It's shame!
It makes that old lie
It makes that old lie
It makes me look at myself and say
